Hey guys! Sorry I haven't posted in a while. School has been really busy. I'm in my school musical and we have practice 2 or 3 times a week, I just got accepted into honors orchestra and we will have practice 1 sometimes 2 times a week, I have dance 1 time a week, and I have Church. It's all very overwhelming. I've realized that a lot of times when my own negative thoughts start getting to me and I start feeling depressed is when I'm in school. I think it's because whenever I'm in school, there are people that I know and that I see everyday, so I fear they are going to judge me and spread rumors and everyone is going to start hating me. Every time I think about that, I realize that it doesn't matter what anyone does think of me. I have my group of friends. I've lost a really close friend this year and it sort of broke my heart. I had no clue what I did wrong. I wasn't quite sure what to do. We still aren't friends right now, but I've realized that I haven't done anything. I never said anything or did anything. She just simply doesn't want to be friends with me. And that's fine. So my lesson for you today is to remember that even though an old friend doesn't want to be friends with you right now, don't let it get to you because you never know. Someday she might just need a shoulder to cry on and no one will be there, except you. So, I'm keeping an open mind about it and maybe one day she'll want to be friends again, or she'll need a shoulder to cry on. And I'm right here if she does.
Lots of Love.
~Madyson~
Lots of Love.
~Madyson~